The story goes like this.

I went to BlogHer not expecting much and after two days I take away a new inspiration to begin blogging again.  It’s funny where you find passion, you know? You see it in little places, small spaces and then for a moment, it brushes against you and inspires you to find something to be passionate about.

BlogHer has done that with me.

I want to find my passion again. I want to find a joy in my voice.

Tomorrow I begin to Zen my online life. Simplify and focus.

Tomorrow is a new day.

I’ve earwigged myself with a Tom Jones song.

Good times.

I’m a week out from vacation time. Less than a week actually. And I couldn’t be happier. Need a week of reading, because that would be realllly nice.

I’ve decided to go buy new curtains for my room. I would like something that shuts out the sun a bit more in the mornings. I’m tired of waking up with the sun on the weekends. Maybe some of my sleeping problems weren’t my bed’s fault. Maybe some of it was the fact that light was coming into my room and effecting my sleep. Things that make you go hmmm indeed.

Beowulf is going to release next weekend. I think. I’m excited about seeing it. I know it’s getting panned a lot of places, but I think its gonna be really rockin.

Work will be busy this week. Lots to do. Lots to get done. I’m not in any way ready.

Vacation in a week.

*gulp*

I meant to write something today. It’s amazing how much stress can corrode your brain until there’s nothing left but the ability to sit on the couch and watch numbing tv.

Mom and Dad are out of India and Nepal or where ever else it was they were supposed to be the last couple of weeks. They’re in Amsterdam, most likely looking for clean water and toilets you sit on. Then it’s off to Poland for them. I’m jealous, if I didn’t have this show to do in a couple of weeks, I would have gone too. Next time.

Cale and I talk about Heroes and Lost every week. It’s part of our morning rituals.

Heroes had its season finale this past Monday and Lost’s is tonight last night. I’m wondering what the next show in line for our morning chat will be. I’m going to put my vote in right now for “So you think you can dance?” Last year I got sucked into that show what with it’s crazy legs and cute boys flirting with … well everyone on stage. It was a beautiful thing.

I think I had a lot more to say, but I can’t remember now.

So instead, watch this. It’s pretty.